I was kind of puzzled as to why she thought I was so great—and I was kind of afraid of changing to a new a job. What about my current job? What if I couldn't do this new job? However, the new job was something I would much prefer doing. It had to do with health and weight issues. It came with many benefits as well—lie built in nutrition and exercise. Still I had this fear of change.
I kept looking back at my old job and thinking that it had been the only thing I had done for years. What if I really couldn't separate myself from it? How could I just leave it?
Then for whatever reason, I said to myself, "Kathy you would be a fool not to take this new job. It is everything you've wanted in a job. And it can help you build yourself into the person you want to be." And so I took the job. That was the end of the dream as I woke up.
OK. the night before the dream was about having the keys I needed—you know, even though I thought I lost my keys I knew who had the keys I needed. Last night it was about being offered something very appealing totally unexpectedly that would make my life into what I want it to be. I'm definitely on board for that.
Another thing, when I woke up from last night's dream I was very disappointed that I woke up into my life as it is now. Sigh.
