Pain, Pain Go Away

I've been on steroids since last week. It helped the pain for a little while, but now it's coming back. For the past two days, the pain and bloat have been coming back pretty steadily. Last night, I had another attack. Today, I feel bloated despite all the medications—or maybe it's because of all the medications. It's also the last day of antibiotics. I'm afraid "it" will come back in full force as soon as I stop. I wish I knew what was wrong with me. And I hate constantly talking about being sick. 

I'm still going to the gym at least two days per week. I want to make it back to five days—but I just don't have the energy. Tomorrow I'll be on my own. My trainer has some kind of freshman "thing" to do for the next couple of weeks. I'll miss her, but when you're getting something for free, you can't really complain. 

I don't eat that much anymore, but I'm not losing any weight either. I need the exercise to get in shape. I know it. 

I started piano lessons again. It's much more relaxing this time around. I have a couple of hours after work to go home and take a break before heading to class. Last time, it was almost straight from work and made a long day. I was usually so tired I just wanted class to be over. I like piano. It takes all of your focus power and keeps you from thinking about anything other than the next note. I'd forgotten how much I enjoy it.