I Just Want to be Alone

1,010 in 2010 has a pretty cool giveaway. Stop by his blog and check it out.

As for me, I'm staying home again today. I just couldn't go out and negotiate that snow again. Right now, I'm doing the addict thing by isolating myself--and I know I'm doing it. Please don't tell me to just get out of the house. You know what? Even if I did, I don't have any place to go--except work. And that's depressing the hell out of me. Going in there and having people talk to me like I'm four years old is getting really old. I wish I had never written that grant. But I can't really go into that here.

I'm in a snappy, bitchy mood, too. I've had a bad cold over the last week and a sinus headache to match it. I'm depressed. I'm pissed off. And I don't want to be around anyone.

Currently the only people I really talk to are my blogging friends. I don't really have anything to say to the people who are right in front of me.

Well, it's snowing again. I'm waiting for just one day where it doesn't snow and maybe there's a little sunshine.

My test yesterday was to see if I disconnected a link that I no longer wanted my blog appear on. I think it worked.

Well, I hope I have someting positive to say soon. Boot camp starts March 8. Maybe that will jolt me out this abyss.